09-22-2018, 02:07 PM
Okay, it's been ages since I updated my status of AM so here goes.
Stage 3 produced much resistance and with it a light and often short amount of sleep, as well as partial execution. It was very frustrating, but also set me up for a long-term search of how to execute better.
Stage 4 was less resistance as well as reintroducing the dreaming of stage 1&2. I saw a lot of change in 3 and 4 but 4 really brought this out.
I just started stage 5 today and I'm getting random laughter when I listen. It's good. I'm not fully sure about what's in stage 5 but I know I'm already really enjoying it.
ALSO!!!!! Jordan Peterson's maps of meaning is a game changer in the understanding of human psychology and myself. On his YouTube page, he has his 1996 lectures at Harvard where he taught this course. Why does it help me? I see that the ideal mode of life is to have one foot in order and the other chaos. This prevents life from being boring, but also give me a base to stand on while I explore the unexplored terrain of self-experience. Meaning, that as I produce change via subliminal, I do it with a respect for my needs for both order and change. This prevents unnecessary fear due to too much change, too quickly and enough change to make life thrilling.
It will be interesting to see where this understanding takes me in the long run.
Stage 3 produced much resistance and with it a light and often short amount of sleep, as well as partial execution. It was very frustrating, but also set me up for a long-term search of how to execute better.
Stage 4 was less resistance as well as reintroducing the dreaming of stage 1&2. I saw a lot of change in 3 and 4 but 4 really brought this out.
I just started stage 5 today and I'm getting random laughter when I listen. It's good. I'm not fully sure about what's in stage 5 but I know I'm already really enjoying it.
ALSO!!!!! Jordan Peterson's maps of meaning is a game changer in the understanding of human psychology and myself. On his YouTube page, he has his 1996 lectures at Harvard where he taught this course. Why does it help me? I see that the ideal mode of life is to have one foot in order and the other chaos. This prevents life from being boring, but also give me a base to stand on while I explore the unexplored terrain of self-experience. Meaning, that as I produce change via subliminal, I do it with a respect for my needs for both order and change. This prevents unnecessary fear due to too much change, too quickly and enough change to make life thrilling.
It will be interesting to see where this understanding takes me in the long run.