06-16-2018, 07:44 AM
Fist day of stage 2
I can tell I tolerate BS less now than yesterday, the first example of this is from myself. I'm tolerating the usual emotional BS from myself less and to a point ignoring it and choosing to do what I want regardless, and it's working. If I decide to do something I do it. It's only been a few waking hours since starting stage 2. As an INFP I feel that this personality type is very prone to the internal world/reality. I also feel that taking internal action is actually, initially, more important than taking external action. I've been taking steps to be more internally proactive. The concept of openness and moment to moment from blue truth is also helping. I feel like subs change who you are in the now, and I've made a choice to not tolerate emotional BS based on past fears and memories. The past is dead and gone why should I allow any lingering effects from something that quite literally doesn't exist. Somehow, I now have control over this internal reality now, quite interesting.
I can tell I tolerate BS less now than yesterday, the first example of this is from myself. I'm tolerating the usual emotional BS from myself less and to a point ignoring it and choosing to do what I want regardless, and it's working. If I decide to do something I do it. It's only been a few waking hours since starting stage 2. As an INFP I feel that this personality type is very prone to the internal world/reality. I also feel that taking internal action is actually, initially, more important than taking external action. I've been taking steps to be more internally proactive. The concept of openness and moment to moment from blue truth is also helping. I feel like subs change who you are in the now, and I've made a choice to not tolerate emotional BS based on past fears and memories. The past is dead and gone why should I allow any lingering effects from something that quite literally doesn't exist. Somehow, I now have control over this internal reality now, quite interesting.