01-22-2011, 04:08 PM
I have been using AM2011 since the 18th, making me the first to start using it, which makes sense... since I created it. I'm using the version right before the one I actually released, mainly because I just have had too much on my plate to worry about the minor changes I made between the two, since they wouldn't affect me anyway.
Have noticed that I am more stable emotionally and more looking out for myself. Taking more responsibility for my own happiness. I am also more self confident and more socially comfortable.
Last night went to shoot a friend's birthday party at a biker bar, which is about as far from "my scene" as can be, but I had a great time. It would have been better if I had not been so tired, and if I had felt more comfortable, and known more people there, and there hadn't been so much smoke, and if I wasn't such a damned literalist that I blew it when a woman tried to open me... but I still ad a great time. I think I am going to have to sleep tonight instead of going back, but I am going to go back and start getting to know the people who hang out there. Maybe not the most refined of cultural activities, but certainly getting out of my house and socializing.
Anyway, I was surprisingly comfortable, even though I wasn't entirely so. I drank a couple beers early on, but the majority of the night I was stone cold sober. I was also wearing 35 mcg of P83 and 2 drops of A314, which may have helped, but I was in a very smoky environment and constantly moving around, making me suspect that it wasn't so much the mones as the sub.
Interesting results so far. Also starting to remember dreams more... and they seem to be very sexual lately.
Have noticed that I am more stable emotionally and more looking out for myself. Taking more responsibility for my own happiness. I am also more self confident and more socially comfortable.
Last night went to shoot a friend's birthday party at a biker bar, which is about as far from "my scene" as can be, but I had a great time. It would have been better if I had not been so tired, and if I had felt more comfortable, and known more people there, and there hadn't been so much smoke, and if I wasn't such a damned literalist that I blew it when a woman tried to open me... but I still ad a great time. I think I am going to have to sleep tonight instead of going back, but I am going to go back and start getting to know the people who hang out there. Maybe not the most refined of cultural activities, but certainly getting out of my house and socializing.
Anyway, I was surprisingly comfortable, even though I wasn't entirely so. I drank a couple beers early on, but the majority of the night I was stone cold sober. I was also wearing 35 mcg of P83 and 2 drops of A314, which may have helped, but I was in a very smoky environment and constantly moving around, making me suspect that it wasn't so much the mones as the sub.
Interesting results so far. Also starting to remember dreams more... and they seem to be very sexual lately.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!