Quote:There is no approach anxiety, literally zero, just a large resistance to engaging and still some fear of public judgment
Rainbow, this is how I feel now a days.. with the little self esteem issues I have. I feel like what's the point of engaging in conversations with women... I've failed so much in the past of actually gaining affection and attraction. I get it all the time now but I'm so used to the negative outcome so I may still be afraid of getting hurt.
And as far as the new alpha.. I'm going to hold out on it and finish what I started. I can't begin to talk about how important this step would be for me. When I finish this first run of alpha I'll feel so amazing! I'll def. stick to carpe diem for a few weeks alone while the alpha training catches up with my brain and internalizes. then from there decide what will happen next. by then the new women magnet may be out.. or sex magnet.. so I'll just splurge cash on either one of those babies!