04-29-2021, 01:38 PM
(04-29-2021, 01:18 PM)fab10 Wrote: Last night was not easy. Another dream full of fear, but worse than anything before. Just writing about it now makes my chest hurt. I want to keep going, I’ll try, because Shannon said that this sub should heal those fears and also because my eyes need all the help they can get right now. Yet another reason to keep going is that it seems like something unexpected and profound is going on with this sub, as Shannon put it, I’d hate missing out.
But this morning for the first time I was considering giving up. It was that bad.
@Shannon should I adjust my listening pattern? Right now I am following the instructions to the letter as for number of loops and listening days, ultrasonic, volume 14 out of 16 on my iPad.
If you have healed down to a fear like that, then it is probably a good idea to turn the job over to a more specialized program, which would obviously be Overcoming Fear. There will be a lot of things different about how you deal with fears as a side effect of it being necessary to achieve the program's goals but being triggered by the Optimus Engine, and you running a specialized solution. The specialized solution will be a much easier and faster way to deal with the fear(s) that currently stand in your way. Then you can return to IYE.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!