10-13-2018, 08:43 PM
I had kind of an odd experience while I was trying to sleep this afternoon. I was in that twilight state between wakefulness and sleep, and had a sort of dream. Little background here. I didn’t do well in school. Like, at all well until the last half of high school. It’s not that I’m dumb, my IQ is actually in the lower reaches of the genius range. It’s that I didn’t see a reason to do what these weird random adults were telling me to when I could be doing my own thing. I am definitely not in the place in my life that I could be in had this not been the case.
Anyway, in this dream, (term used loosely for lack of a better one. I was very well aware that I was lying in bed, and that this was happening in my head). I was back in kindergarten. Where I had ignored my work before, I was doing it, correctly. I knew everything I do now, and knew the effect that my lack of attention would have on me now. I thought that I was able to actually change my past and the consequences of it, as well as the bad habits I developed back then.
Does that make sense to anyone else, or should I just not eat tacos before bed? This happened BEFORE I started using the new version.
I am currently about a loop and a quarter into my first run of the new version. I am at work, and running it through AirPods. I put it on just before I left for work so it finishes before the boss gets in in the morning. I was a bit concerned about driving, but it seemed to make me more alert rather than less. Other than that, I have experienced several vivid “daydreams” about getting the job that I’m in the hiring process for right now, and getting the house that my wife really wants. I will update as stuff happens.
Anyway, in this dream, (term used loosely for lack of a better one. I was very well aware that I was lying in bed, and that this was happening in my head). I was back in kindergarten. Where I had ignored my work before, I was doing it, correctly. I knew everything I do now, and knew the effect that my lack of attention would have on me now. I thought that I was able to actually change my past and the consequences of it, as well as the bad habits I developed back then.
Does that make sense to anyone else, or should I just not eat tacos before bed? This happened BEFORE I started using the new version.
I am currently about a loop and a quarter into my first run of the new version. I am at work, and running it through AirPods. I put it on just before I left for work so it finishes before the boss gets in in the morning. I was a bit concerned about driving, but it seemed to make me more alert rather than less. Other than that, I have experienced several vivid “daydreams” about getting the job that I’m in the hiring process for right now, and getting the house that my wife really wants. I will update as stuff happens.