(05-05-2018, 07:16 AM)Mr. Anderson Wrote:(05-05-2018, 12:41 AM)Zane Wrote:(05-04-2018, 03:25 PM)findingme Wrote: You're courageous for posting this Zane. You've been upfront and DIRECT telling us (and yourself) that you're considering changing subs.
Would you have admitted this, say, a year back?
Well,Tbh I would have been scared to admit my true thoughts and feelings. I was even scared of talking to people in authority..lol I was even scared of Shannon and Ben ..Thinking that they might ban me or reply in rude way xD
So yeah, I was fearful of admitting my feelings and thoughts both in real and virtual world..
When did it change?
It started a little bit with OF-5G but then MLS-5.5G pulled me out of it and made me realise that there is nothing wrong with expressing myself. Infact I found people starting to like my honesty and also when I was on MLS-5.5G.. I Felt tired of lying about my feelings and thoughts..
I would say stuff on MLS-5.5G which was like purely without emotional involvement.. Before expressing my feelings will make me anxious but on MLS-5.5G I dint feel anxious so it was easier to it.. I found no reason to lie or hid.. But DMSI is like firing that up and taking it to next level.. I wasn't even afraid to said stuff in front of my cousins and parents I thought it would make me look bad but Infact it made a good impression... Cause finally I can tell what I want and who I really am.. Was Sick and tired being someone else and a good boy who is harmless..
DMSI will always be my first choice and MLS-5.5G second... I think many here would agree with this