04-21-2018, 08:35 AM
Hi Shannon,
The more I have been thinking about it lately the more I've been realizing that deep down I don't actually want to have sex (whether it's from fear of it or just disinterest idk), on the surface and on the outside I absolutely do but my mind is mainly focused on business, getting into shape, improving health, appearance, etc (which I have definitely noticed improvement in all of the above since TID for 3.2). Lately whenever I've had the chance to go to a social venues like a club and I've dreaded the thought of going everytime whereas before DMSI and up until early 3.0 usage I used to go out 2-3x a week.
I don't know what this is but I find it very annoying should I just wait until interest comes back or just force myself to go?
Is there barging physically I can do to move this along?
And i don't know or understand why it would be fear or anxiety in relation to sex or a relationship since I've had sex a number of times before, and I had a fwb for like 5-6 months during 3.1 usage.
The more I have been thinking about it lately the more I've been realizing that deep down I don't actually want to have sex (whether it's from fear of it or just disinterest idk), on the surface and on the outside I absolutely do but my mind is mainly focused on business, getting into shape, improving health, appearance, etc (which I have definitely noticed improvement in all of the above since TID for 3.2). Lately whenever I've had the chance to go to a social venues like a club and I've dreaded the thought of going everytime whereas before DMSI and up until early 3.0 usage I used to go out 2-3x a week.
I don't know what this is but I find it very annoying should I just wait until interest comes back or just force myself to go?
Is there barging physically I can do to move this along?
And i don't know or understand why it would be fear or anxiety in relation to sex or a relationship since I've had sex a number of times before, and I had a fwb for like 5-6 months during 3.1 usage.