07-19-2017, 07:26 PM
(07-19-2017, 07:14 PM)Zane Wrote:(07-19-2017, 06:43 PM)Jake2015 Wrote:(07-19-2017, 06:39 PM)mojamhaque Wrote: Hello Jake
Happy to see that you are already started using MLS 5.5G. I will use it after 03 months of using E. Currently I completed 49 days of using E2. 41 days more have to listen E2.. In this time I will regularly read your journal and see your updates Best of luck
Thanks very much bro, I'm unable to still come on daily as always have a busier home life in the UK.
I however will keep this journal updated as best as I can so appreciate the support.
I have read your journal and will catch up when have more time however I'm very happy that the subs work for you so keep going!!!!
I seriously can't believe myself. I was dying for MLS-5.5G few months ago. But OF-5G has made me such that. I hardly care. I am way to care free now. I feel so lazy just buying it... This isn't good. Dammit OF-5G. I finally now know how u felt during ur E2 run. Maybe it wasn't procrastination maybe you didn't care subconsciously,cause u were learning stuff out of fear and maybe E2 removed that and now u need MLS-5.5G for motivation based learning... . I seriously don't like the stage I am in right now but I kinda also.. Like it... Crap!
You know Zane if I was you id get on MLS 5.5G soon because your going through the rut you rightly saw in me at the time of my E2 run.
I definitely didn't realise that E2 would affect me in the way it did at the time nor that it would result in me procrastinating.
I am still 50/50 as to whether E2 worked on me tbh even though this contradicts my sentence above simply because procrastination has been my biggest enemy from high school onwards and has only got worse and worse over time.
I get the work done, I get or rather some how get the grades and the marks but only from sheer grit and last minute effort and stress, which goes against what I want.
I want to achieve my best and do my best not hinder myself by doing last minute work.
I also realised that by reading journals here that E2 does put you into a relaxed healing state which seems counter productive for those of us on deadlines etc.
Shannon did tell me that you can still work whilst relaxed in the same way you could work whilst been active or something to that effect. That does make sense and I think Shannon also said that procrastination isn't caused by E2, but E2 working causes us to go relaxed and our fears produce procrastination.
Either way whatever the issue, trying to do 4 major exams whilst procrastinating really scared the living crap outta me.
I managed to pass 3 out of the 4 but that was a combination of LUCK, LUCK and LUCK for sure!
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days