02-07-2016, 11:45 AM
(02-07-2016, 11:35 AM)Minititan Wrote:(02-06-2016, 10:59 PM)CatMan Wrote:(02-06-2016, 10:50 PM)FrostedFake Wrote: I want to know what this mysterious second thing is lol. Is it mones? I couldn't imagine what else it could be. Sorry for prying if it's something you can't or don't want to discuss.
Well let's cover off the usual scapegoats so they're out of the way lol:
-male model looks
-ripped body
-massive bank balance
-9 inch "personality"
-ferrari/lamborghini etc.
-famous
-athlete
-douchebag/bad boy attitude
-tons of tattoos
There, I think I covered all typical excuses haha!
I think I can check these off for you.
-Male model looks. Nah, slight pot belly from not having much free time to be active
-Ripped body. Nope no time.
-Massive back balance, yes if you count a negative but large bank balance (student debt)
- 9 inch "personality" - my personality stretches more than 9 inches but if you mean my d then no! I wish!
-Ferrari etc, nope haha a crappy 15 year old 1.2 cords
-famous - far from
- athlete - haha nope never been close
-douchebag/bad boy attitude - my attitude has been very douche baggy since am6 a year ago, but not the kind that gets women, the kind that rejects them harshly
-tons of tattoos - nope none, I do have 3 piercings though
Good, glad we got those typical excuses dealt with so nobody can claim them haha. That was just a joke list to preempt anybody claiming them.
Seriously though man, you're doing amazing. If I said I was envious, it'd be a massive understatement.
A long time ago, your journal was the reason I decided to go for SM3, as you know. I didn't get anywhere NEAR your experience. I guess I just have a lot more work to do. Your experiences seem so lofty and so ridiculous for me to even believe I can ever have, but maybe that's the problem. I have some deep fears, due to my past to do with girls and sex, rejection sensitivity, so all of that garbage needs to be dealt with beforehand it seems. OF for a long term run will be a good step towards becoming a new man finally. Maybe then I can reattempt.
Anyway man, keep going! It's amazing to hear your exploits.