Shannon's Money Magnet 5.11G Experience

[Shannon]

Lot of frustration lately.  MM has come to be at a place where I look forward to my loops, and it is reassuring and comforting to play it and feel the GS fiure up as I listen.  I like what it does for me, how it affects me, what it's doing in and to my life.

There's always a "but".

But...

My responsibilities regarding testing new tech and experimentals as Tier 1 tester are forcing my hand, to play other subs at the same time, and this is causing me a lot of frustration and upset.  I like MM, I want to use MM, I want what it's doing in my life...

and testing experimental subs is screwing this up.  Making me exhausted.  Frustrating me. Backing me into a corner.

I don't want to give up MM, but I also cannot continue delaying testing the experimentals and I also cannot run both at once.

Not sure what to do right now.

Hey Shannon!  Do you feel that some of the strides you've made in recent months have been heavily influenced by your usage of MM? Or do you think the groundwork was already set for some of these developments and MM just helped you identify the opportunities already available?

I'm not sure.  MM is a very, very complex and powerful sub.  5.11G is very powerful and subtle.  I'm sure UMSD v2 helped, but I think MM is making changes faster than UMS v2 did, and I cannot always tell where the change is being made.  Sometimes I also witness what may be manifested events that suggest there's a battle going on in my subconscious. But I have also noted that as long as I use MM according to the instructions - and I don't interrupt or derail it (experimental, I'm looking at you!) - it overcomes the resistance and starts flowing quite nicely.

I would say that some of it was from UMS v2, but the majority of this appears to be from MM.