09-07-2023, 10:28 AM
I am down to the nitty gritty now. There is a part of me, and I think this is 1 or 2-year old me, who is fighting the program hard. Introspection and meditation on this have brought to light that this part of me is resisting the adjustments being made because it directly associates "mommy" with "security" and poverty, via early life memories. Being so primal and instinctual, it's difficult to communicate and work with. And that little boy is not just instinctual, he's blindly stubborn. Uncomfortable? Slam on the brakes!
This feels like it may be one of the last barriers though. Last couple days, this part of me was trying hard to keep me in a state of confusion, distraction, escape. When I realized what was happening, I played another loop yesterday (which was my "off" day, and the program overpowered this part of me in under 5 minutes, and I was again able to work. The resistance was back several hours later, but much more manageable. It seems to be much better today. Last night I had to use CM to get to sleep because the night before last, NOTHING was working to calm the irritation in my lungs. Pretty sure this resistant part of me is the cause of that irritation, and that it's trying to use sleep deprivation to prevent me from working and thus making money. It will lose this battle.
Today I'm taking off from MM.
Have to say, I have noted a definite increase in income since I started using this program, and it hasn't exactly been a small one.
This feels like it may be one of the last barriers though. Last couple days, this part of me was trying hard to keep me in a state of confusion, distraction, escape. When I realized what was happening, I played another loop yesterday (which was my "off" day, and the program overpowered this part of me in under 5 minutes, and I was again able to work. The resistance was back several hours later, but much more manageable. It seems to be much better today. Last night I had to use CM to get to sleep because the night before last, NOTHING was working to calm the irritation in my lungs. Pretty sure this resistant part of me is the cause of that irritation, and that it's trying to use sleep deprivation to prevent me from working and thus making money. It will lose this battle.
Today I'm taking off from MM.
Have to say, I have noted a definite increase in income since I started using this program, and it hasn't exactly been a small one.
Subliminal Audio Specialist & Administrator
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
