01-23-2019, 05:08 AM
(01-23-2019, 02:19 AM)Williamx25 Wrote: Third round.
Same settings apply as in my previous log. I’m on Nofap, and sober. I remain sober for the rest of my life anyway. No more drinking and drugs for me. The only thing that I was updet about was the fact that it would be a hassle to listen to the sub with earbuds. I have good quality earbuds especially for this kind of stuff, so now they are kinda useless. I’m forced to listen overnight. I have this weird feeling / placebo-like feeling that listening through iphone stereo speakers isn’t as effective as listening the whole 8 loops through earbuds.
Ah well. I just need to do it. No complaining, I will set my timer and when 8 loops are finished I expect to wake up refresbed from the almost 9 hours of sleep lol. I have pretty high expectations of this upgraded version.
I am confident and positive that I will break free from my stonewall resistance and fears.
DMSI-3.3.1D: day 1 8 loops
Nofap: day 3
I have the feeling regarding the phone speakers as well and most of the time during sleep I have a pillow under one of my ears, so only the other one should be able to hear it, but there's hardly any other way, so let's hope for the best!
ENFP-A