Okay so now the update,
So I woke up to find her in the bathroom in the shower, she sent me a text saying she couldn't get the hot water running so I went through, what happened next I didn't really have a choice, I was pulled in to the "hot" water of the shower. It was fun, but left me drained.
So now I technically have a "non-committed girlfriend fuckbuddy" as she called it, the rule is we will spend Valentine's Day together and whenever one of us is horny the other is obliged to alleviate that. But we can see other people, she made that very clear, however if we are together or home alone and she is in the mood We are expected to accommodate each other.
I feel like I've just made a pact with the devil, I say made a pact but I didn't really say much, she had it all planned out and gave a somewhat impression sales style presentation, she almost has as many terms & conditions as Apple.
I'm tired and I've not been assertive at all the last few days, I think if I had been things would be a lot different, last night probably wouldn't have happened. You guys have no idea how much my head hurts with confusion trying to understand what is going on
So I woke up to find her in the bathroom in the shower, she sent me a text saying she couldn't get the hot water running so I went through, what happened next I didn't really have a choice, I was pulled in to the "hot" water of the shower. It was fun, but left me drained.
So now I technically have a "non-committed girlfriend fuckbuddy" as she called it, the rule is we will spend Valentine's Day together and whenever one of us is horny the other is obliged to alleviate that. But we can see other people, she made that very clear, however if we are together or home alone and she is in the mood We are expected to accommodate each other.
I feel like I've just made a pact with the devil, I say made a pact but I didn't really say much, she had it all planned out and gave a somewhat impression sales style presentation, she almost has as many terms & conditions as Apple.
I'm tired and I've not been assertive at all the last few days, I think if I had been things would be a lot different, last night probably wouldn't have happened. You guys have no idea how much my head hurts with confusion trying to understand what is going on