04-04-2011, 08:08 PM
Had some break through thoughts that certainly showed how much i have changed and grown as a man should grow since using Alpha Male. I realize that my ultimate procrastination wasn't just putting off my life and dreams for security and comfort. It was fear of life its self, living it and growing up.
I wanted to hold onto something, something I had always wanted growing up and received when i moved here to Oregon. that was a home i stayed in more then 3 or 4 years ( i moved around a lot) and after i received it, I certainly didn't want to let it go. I didn't head off to college like normal kids out of high school, i never took my drivers test( i have a permit just no license), move out of my parents house and many other things i held off doing. I kept coming up with excuses on why i shouldn't do any of those things. this in turn left me pretty dependent.
i kept asking myself why but couldn't get the true answer from my countless hours of thinking. (mostly because my old programming and beliefs told me there was no problem) This of course was a lie i knew something was wrong and needed to be fixed.
Now that my subconscious is cleared of junk programming and negative beliefs I realize there is nothing to fear of life and living it. I have never been afraid of death i came to terms with mortality at a young age and it dose not scare me. Living is what scared me. Living, being successful, and having fun.
I thank you once again Shannon for the Alpha male set. Your program has helped me grown in more ways then one. I still have 10 days left on stage 6 and sometime after that ill have my full review of the Alpha male set 2010. I also would like to thank everyone who has commented or helped me on my journey it was much appreciated
If you guys read this far I feel more like The natural Leo that i was born to be.
I wanted to hold onto something, something I had always wanted growing up and received when i moved here to Oregon. that was a home i stayed in more then 3 or 4 years ( i moved around a lot) and after i received it, I certainly didn't want to let it go. I didn't head off to college like normal kids out of high school, i never took my drivers test( i have a permit just no license), move out of my parents house and many other things i held off doing. I kept coming up with excuses on why i shouldn't do any of those things. this in turn left me pretty dependent.
i kept asking myself why but couldn't get the true answer from my countless hours of thinking. (mostly because my old programming and beliefs told me there was no problem) This of course was a lie i knew something was wrong and needed to be fixed.
Now that my subconscious is cleared of junk programming and negative beliefs I realize there is nothing to fear of life and living it. I have never been afraid of death i came to terms with mortality at a young age and it dose not scare me. Living is what scared me. Living, being successful, and having fun.
I thank you once again Shannon for the Alpha male set. Your program has helped me grown in more ways then one. I still have 10 days left on stage 6 and sometime after that ill have my full review of the Alpha male set 2010. I also would like to thank everyone who has commented or helped me on my journey it was much appreciated
If you guys read this far I feel more like The natural Leo that i was born to be.
