(01-30-2016, 09:32 AM)Alpha Male mo Wrote: I've been snowed in because where I live we got a huge blizzard so I couldn't go out as much but I was online. So last night something crazy Haagen, I was just sending messages to random girls and I think I struck a horny nerve with one woman. She was a26 yr old, not attractive but had big boobs and big butt. I wasn't really attracted to her but she was attracted to me so much that she told me to come **** her in the middle of the night. The only problem was it was in the middle of the night like 3am , I had to drive pretty far so I told her I'd make plans for her but still she insisted that I come today lol. I only wish she was attractive to me. I mean she wasn't bad looking just not attractive. I was shocked at how not needy I was but how needy she was that's a first. I only wish she was attractive at least so I couldn't enjoy ***** her
Great change in stature! Amazing to be on the other side finally, huh?
I remember when I first hit that point. A super hot girl I've known for awhile, has come onto me a few times now, I wanted her a lot when we first met. But, over time, doing subs, some stuff I saw as red flags made me question whether she's girlfriend material, and even my attraction for her in some ways. She wants me sexually, but I've decided to err on the side of caution for the FIRST time in my life with a super hot girl that openly wants me sexually. I never thought I'd be in a position where *I* was the one backing off a real hot girl from having sex with me. Especially, when I'm a virgin with ZERO sexual/dating experience, I've ALWAYS been the overeager, thirsty one with unrequited feelings. And I'd disregard any red flags just because of massive desperation to finally have a hot girl for the first time in my life.
MASSIVE shift in power.
It's a sign of good things to come too. Congrats for reaching this point. It's a huge step...