01-25-2016, 08:28 PM
Quote:Cool journal man. You are doing it all at just 19... What was your starting point, what got you started so young?
So, what's the deal with the publisher, did he accept your book... and did you happen to meet ohmygee around here? I too have been searching for him.
My starting point was "stupidity." At a very young age, 12 years old, my father starts to make me swallow bunch of truth. For example:
- The world ain't harsh, you're weak.
- Don't expect people. Most people are dumb, and mixed with personal interest. Do it yourself.
- Regulate your emotions. Only people who're able to regulate their emotions can survive and earns money.
- Do what's right. Not easy nor what people followed.
- Do that which makes you happy, even if I, as your father, has a conflict regarding your choice that doesn't matter. This is your life. But remember, a human called "human," because of our higher cognitive function. Which means if you do bad things, it will resulting your mind blindly disagree with you, thus producing a sense "regret" and "guilt."
This is only a small portion of what he, my father, taught me. Through these years he make me realize that "people are dumb, blindly following what ever it is and degrading their morality." It leads me to extreme sickness to all of these that are existing in our world.
Then he force me to read books. Countless of books. I didn't hate it, nor love it, because of the understanding that "almost everybody are incompetent" resulting me to even hate myself, but I don' know how to improve myself. So, I willingly read all those books.
From here the seed that my father planted to me bloom. But at the starting point of my life I'm rude. I blindly disagree with everything and becoming an asshole. Well, lol. As I grow older I just don't care anymore.
Then, to crystallize everything I used subliminals.
Bla bla bla, now I'm here. The starting point is my father. Through his moral regulation, or moral hatred should I say, my point of view is heavily influenced by him.
It takes 3 to 4 months for Indonesian's publisher to analyze the manuscript. Either way, I don't care. I still writing and will be finishing up another manuscript and send it to another publisher.
No. Unfortunately I didn't meet with or have any way to contact ohmygee. Which is sad.
Stage 2 Day 25
I've finished my 2'nd manuscript and will publish it through PlayStore.
As for BASE improvement, I can't relate nor see any significant changes. Or the technologies played to hard within my mind and my life that makes me think "it's always been like this."
Either way I don't really care tho. Subliminals are subliminals. An aid, but not the magic pill.
