03-30-2011, 08:51 PM
day 17 of stage 6 alpha male 2010
some seeds of doubt if this stage is polishing up or not. Then some things show it self to prove it is lol.
I was walking through the store the other day and had just about everyone eying me (no nothing hanging off my face) My dad and I went to a self check out which was down and waited less then 5 min and one of the managers grabbed us and checked us out on a closed checkout lane and when we were done she disappeared in the jungle of clothes.
I have gone deeper into things i love like playing video games, and listening to and making music. Even tho i want to go out and do something just to do something. im still cool playing video games and hanging with myself. I get a lot of social interaction at work.
Nothing really to report on the flirtations of the "ex fiancee" shes touching me a lot more and keeps holding my hand lol (feels like grade school) The holding hands is because i go high five and she grabs it and pulls it down. I tease/talk to her almost daily.
some seeds of doubt if this stage is polishing up or not. Then some things show it self to prove it is lol.
I was walking through the store the other day and had just about everyone eying me (no nothing hanging off my face) My dad and I went to a self check out which was down and waited less then 5 min and one of the managers grabbed us and checked us out on a closed checkout lane and when we were done she disappeared in the jungle of clothes.
I have gone deeper into things i love like playing video games, and listening to and making music. Even tho i want to go out and do something just to do something. im still cool playing video games and hanging with myself. I get a lot of social interaction at work.
Nothing really to report on the flirtations of the "ex fiancee" shes touching me a lot more and keeps holding my hand lol (feels like grade school) The holding hands is because i go high five and she grabs it and pulls it down. I tease/talk to her almost daily.
