Shannon's Journal

[Cortez]

And all of you guys are noticing that this has come to be after using the Alpha set for a month or more?

What happened was that during about the third or fourth stage, I became less motivated to do things that I didn't want to do based on a fear based mentality of a negative outcome. While that's a positive thing, it did cause me to be lazier than I was. What I did was shift gears and become motivated by a different reason and that's out of self respect and vigilance. As it stands now, I'm more motivated than ever before (especially when it comes to working out) AND it's not based in fear anymore, it's based in self respect. It's like a horseshoe, you have to go to the bottom before you can get to the top of the other side.