01-03-2016, 09:42 AM
(01-03-2016, 06:27 AM)cashmerecat Wrote: Took advantage of the new year sale and got both AYP boyfriend and husband. My plan is to listen to the AYP boyfriend first, and only use the AYP husband after the perfect boyfriend has manifested. It might not be the same person...or it might, who knows...at least I won't be alone while waiting for the perfect husband to appear. And another reason is I feel like I'm not ready for marriage yet.
Day 42 on LM. I had a dream last night that I was fighting with my mother over some petty things but I was really upset. This morning I slept in and had a really vivid dream of my own wedding. I was waiting in a room, all dressed up in my gown and stuff but the groom never came. Everyone was waiting outside but I couldn't step out without him. I wonder what that means.
Gurl that's just some resistance, you know a little negativity you picked up subconsciously at some point in your life, it's like when you're feeling gassy cuz you ate some chilli cheese fries at the state fair.
It sounds like fear, that will pass as you continue to focus on the goal because energy goes where you want it to go.
