Shannon's Journal

[Shannon]

Shannon, your new rejuvenation and zeal in life sounds amazing, and glad to hear your gonna be having more fun, I had the sense that you spent 16 hours a day on a computer working like some mad genius lol

That is exactly what happens when I am not socializing myself enough, actually. But really, it's okay. Igor has placed the order for more glassware, so I'm not mad anymore. lol

Anyway this zeal and go-get-em-ness is what I love about the new alpha as well-its not as consistent as I would like during stage 5 but the periods where it hits, it hits hard and I am out the house and flying, massively taking chances to improve my self and life. It seems to a little on/off lately though. I know these later stages are really heavy duty, but I'm wondering if perhaps, Alpha 010 didn't set a strong enough foundation for 011 later stages. Don't get me wrong I am definitely experiencing a ton of great results, and stage 5 has been life changing but I feel its overwhelming sometimes like I don't have the foundation for it. IDK could be resistance from the stage.

I feel totally high on life! This is amazing.

Did you finish 2010, or switch to 2011 in the middle?