03-23-2011, 02:51 PM
Quote:.you are on your own". My (controlling parent) mind is now talking to me (my inner child) with the same interaction as many have posted about the interaction with their parents. The parent is still trying to control the little boy who they nurtured, developed and cared for all those years
Is this Transactional Analysis talk?
The details of the bullet points you've drawn up are uncanny. I'm at an identical point of the Alpha Male journey as you - end of Stage 2 - and my results are exactly as you've described. I too had a 3 day patch of 'resistance', which came after the euphoria of the sub had peaked. I'm giving 110% when I exercise, when I study, when I work and when I socialize. Dreams where very vivid at the start of the stage but have subsequently become less lucid and memorable. Paradigm shift about who I am and where I fit into the world.
Keep it up, your reports are awesome.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
