12-21-2015, 11:52 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-22-2015, 12:29 AM by Oneandonly.)
Confidence fluctuate through the day. Some times high sometimes low. But overall I'm starting to feel better, concentration have improved and being more comfortable in my own skin. Still a bit shy in the office, but hey 3 days in. And I'm going for the full 90.
Saw a post today on a mall - Life is about creating yourself. So true. And it all starts with confidence.
My mind is bugging me about which sub to run after this one and I'm also drawn into the forum to read threads about just about anything anytime. Procrastination is high but I'm starting to work on my willpower to get me going into the the direction I want, not my subconscious.
I realized that I'm easily drawn into other people's realities. And it is all about breath. When you start imitating someone else's breath, you are in their reality and you become their picture of you. Hard to describe but maybe you get it. However I feel that I'm starting to be able to create my own reality little by little.
This is going to be great. Looking forward for this journey with excitement! Let's see what is possible
Furthermore I realize that I have been looking at myself as some sort of perfect individual capable of doing anything at anytime. But my frame of reference have been narrow and only created by myself. Looking at myself from an outside perspective is hatch but still needed for my development. I have flaws but also many great qualities. But what I need now is to work on my willpower, decisiveness and overall confidence in my abilities; but socially and personally. And I believe this sub will give me the power to do that and at the same time be able to look more objectively on myself and on what I need to work on, while trusting myself that I can do it.
Saw a post today on a mall - Life is about creating yourself. So true. And it all starts with confidence.
My mind is bugging me about which sub to run after this one and I'm also drawn into the forum to read threads about just about anything anytime. Procrastination is high but I'm starting to work on my willpower to get me going into the the direction I want, not my subconscious.
I realized that I'm easily drawn into other people's realities. And it is all about breath. When you start imitating someone else's breath, you are in their reality and you become their picture of you. Hard to describe but maybe you get it. However I feel that I'm starting to be able to create my own reality little by little.
This is going to be great. Looking forward for this journey with excitement! Let's see what is possible
Furthermore I realize that I have been looking at myself as some sort of perfect individual capable of doing anything at anytime. But my frame of reference have been narrow and only created by myself. Looking at myself from an outside perspective is hatch but still needed for my development. I have flaws but also many great qualities. But what I need now is to work on my willpower, decisiveness and overall confidence in my abilities; but socially and personally. And I believe this sub will give me the power to do that and at the same time be able to look more objectively on myself and on what I need to work on, while trusting myself that I can do it.
