12-14-2015, 12:41 AM
During AM6 I was just angry from time to time. It got better in the second run however around stage 5 I have this period of going completely crazy/maniac towards my girlfriend... Like she has done little things wrong but I just get pissed and almost bully her in many ways. She ends up crying, now is like the second time since this run. I mean, I try to balance it with BASE programming, but seems like the Alpha has topped over it at this point. Right now I feel like AM again. An indicator is the intimidation factor comes back.... when I feel very powerful and others are afraid of me. Good thing? Bad thing? Who knows.
AM5 -> AM6 -> BASE -> AM6 -> BASE -> AM6(Current)
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