12-04-2015, 08:10 AM
JG reporting in.
*Still currently on Stage 2 of AM 6.0 around past the halfway point of 32 days
I lost my two months streak of not intentionally watching porn. From that moment on I have watched porn around 4 times now and around 2 hours per session. I'm close to binging yet again and it this has got to stop. My only respite is to try and stay on the path and do cold showers if possible. This shows that I am still very much addicted to porn.
I think the root cause of my porn addiction is my loneliness. Well when I have a girlfriend I still am very much watching porn. Part of it is because I am still not oriented regarding the harmful effects of porn addiction. When we broke up I already am doing No Fap but still watching porn. It is only this year that I very much made it a habit to stop watching porn. I have a feeling that I am still a long way to go in overcoming this addiction and this gives me depression. Depression because I feel it is a long time before I can go on and progress. Even though I am still fairly young, I have a feeling that I getting left behind. It's a long story but yeah I will tell more about this in the future.
In summary I'm disappointed and down because of watching porn yet again. I hope I can bounce back soon.
JG out.
*Still currently on Stage 2 of AM 6.0 around past the halfway point of 32 days
I lost my two months streak of not intentionally watching porn. From that moment on I have watched porn around 4 times now and around 2 hours per session. I'm close to binging yet again and it this has got to stop. My only respite is to try and stay on the path and do cold showers if possible. This shows that I am still very much addicted to porn.
I think the root cause of my porn addiction is my loneliness. Well when I have a girlfriend I still am very much watching porn. Part of it is because I am still not oriented regarding the harmful effects of porn addiction. When we broke up I already am doing No Fap but still watching porn. It is only this year that I very much made it a habit to stop watching porn. I have a feeling that I am still a long way to go in overcoming this addiction and this gives me depression. Depression because I feel it is a long time before I can go on and progress. Even though I am still fairly young, I have a feeling that I getting left behind. It's a long story but yeah I will tell more about this in the future.
In summary I'm disappointed and down because of watching porn yet again. I hope I can bounce back soon.
JG out.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
