11-30-2015, 07:54 AM
JG reporting in
*On Alpha Male 6.0 sub for 1 1/2 months
*Currently on Stage 2
I haven't seen any substantial changes as far as I am concerned. This, I believe, is still expected since I'm still on the early stages.
I've reviewed the AM 6.0 FAQ and it says that Stage 1 clears out the negative programming and BS. Sad to say it I've had this for years and even though I am already doing self development for 5 or so years now, the negativity within in me is still strong. I've done multiple listenings of Remove Negativity Within it didn't have any pronounce effects on me.
One thing that subliminals especially the Alpha Male series have made an impact on me is in regards to dreams. I usually dream when I listen to them at night. I didn't record any of them recently so I cannot remember all of them.
Yes I get irritated easily by someone else's BS. Lately I'm starting to think that I should I accept my faults and stand up to others when others don't accept me because of them. I sincerely hope that this stays and it is one of the first signs that AM 6.0 is working for me.
I will share here what happened recently. My friends surprised me on my birthday. They kind of kidnapped me and took me to an adult club. The way an adult club works here is you pay for the time you spend with a girl. You can even spend a "private time" with her in a room. The girl that I chose was kind of shy at first but I was able to make a connection and know some things about her. I got a bit drunk during that time but since it is my birthday my friends insisted that we should spend a "private time". I declined by saying I'm already drunk but yeah we still end up being together alone. Well to make it short, I wasn't able to do anything it was not solely because I'm drunk but yeah I have a bad case of Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. It pains me that I still have it even though I'm currently doing No Porn to cure this. It's sad to say that watching porn is mainly the thing that gets me hard. I don't watch porn anymore but the road to recovery is hard.
Not being able to perform in bed, is a bad thing for my self-confidence. I'm trying to wonder how I can deal with this. If I apply the things I learned in photography to help me with this issue, I will go out meet women and have sex with them so I could get used to having sex and feel comfortable doing them. It's the same as going out and taking lots and lots of photos in order to become a good photographer. But the catch is, I'm currently experiencing a long dry spell and it's been years since I tried dating women. I will say here frankly that I am afraid of rejection and being turned down. I think of what others will say when they see me approaching women at a coffee shop or just smiling at them. I don't have that confidence anymore.
I'll continue posting these issues of mine on the next post and that is regarding my body image.
Cheers and Thanks for reading my journal. JG out.
*On Alpha Male 6.0 sub for 1 1/2 months
*Currently on Stage 2
I haven't seen any substantial changes as far as I am concerned. This, I believe, is still expected since I'm still on the early stages.
I've reviewed the AM 6.0 FAQ and it says that Stage 1 clears out the negative programming and BS. Sad to say it I've had this for years and even though I am already doing self development for 5 or so years now, the negativity within in me is still strong. I've done multiple listenings of Remove Negativity Within it didn't have any pronounce effects on me.
Quote:Stage 2 is not as polar usually, but some people still don’t see enough to notice a difference. Most people begin noticing this stage and this is where most people start showing the self confidence, desire to stand up and do one’s own thing, and the irritation with the BS of others really starts manifesting here. Stage 2 is designed to get you up to speed and ready for Stage 3.
One thing that subliminals especially the Alpha Male series have made an impact on me is in regards to dreams. I usually dream when I listen to them at night. I didn't record any of them recently so I cannot remember all of them.
Yes I get irritated easily by someone else's BS. Lately I'm starting to think that I should I accept my faults and stand up to others when others don't accept me because of them. I sincerely hope that this stays and it is one of the first signs that AM 6.0 is working for me.
I will share here what happened recently. My friends surprised me on my birthday. They kind of kidnapped me and took me to an adult club. The way an adult club works here is you pay for the time you spend with a girl. You can even spend a "private time" with her in a room. The girl that I chose was kind of shy at first but I was able to make a connection and know some things about her. I got a bit drunk during that time but since it is my birthday my friends insisted that we should spend a "private time". I declined by saying I'm already drunk but yeah we still end up being together alone. Well to make it short, I wasn't able to do anything it was not solely because I'm drunk but yeah I have a bad case of Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. It pains me that I still have it even though I'm currently doing No Porn to cure this. It's sad to say that watching porn is mainly the thing that gets me hard. I don't watch porn anymore but the road to recovery is hard.
Not being able to perform in bed, is a bad thing for my self-confidence. I'm trying to wonder how I can deal with this. If I apply the things I learned in photography to help me with this issue, I will go out meet women and have sex with them so I could get used to having sex and feel comfortable doing them. It's the same as going out and taking lots and lots of photos in order to become a good photographer. But the catch is, I'm currently experiencing a long dry spell and it's been years since I tried dating women. I will say here frankly that I am afraid of rejection and being turned down. I think of what others will say when they see me approaching women at a coffee shop or just smiling at them. I don't have that confidence anymore.
I'll continue posting these issues of mine on the next post and that is regarding my body image.
Cheers and Thanks for reading my journal. JG out.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
