03-12-2011, 10:46 AM
Patti, Ryan,
Thanks for your posts. I greatly appreciate them and your continued support.
I hesitated to post that. Its posting was a cry for help, but not really. That level of neediness was long gone at the time of posting. I posted it in order for others to see what specifically was happening to me. That's how my life was before. My level of insecurity and neediness drove me. Its posting was to allow others to see that, its OK to have those feelings. It does not mean I'm defective. It also means that I'm experiencing resistance. Over time the reader should see a change.
Neediness and insecurity is one of the reasons I'm listening to AM11 and its doing its job. That form of resistance (needing validation from others) is decreasing.
Ryan,
I'm also having the ups and downs you are. With each down, I have greater ups.
Andrew requested that I move from the 18+ section (where I originally posted) to the user section so the masses could see an Alpha journey without the colorful posting of the 18+ section. Really Ryan I'm in the witness protection program and both my name and location have changed. Now that you know that...I'll have to move......aaagain. I have noticed several forum goers, including myself, who are less on the forum. Most of those are using Alpha.
Patti,
Thanks for the suggestion.
Thanks for your posts. I greatly appreciate them and your continued support.
I hesitated to post that. Its posting was a cry for help, but not really. That level of neediness was long gone at the time of posting. I posted it in order for others to see what specifically was happening to me. That's how my life was before. My level of insecurity and neediness drove me. Its posting was to allow others to see that, its OK to have those feelings. It does not mean I'm defective. It also means that I'm experiencing resistance. Over time the reader should see a change.
Neediness and insecurity is one of the reasons I'm listening to AM11 and its doing its job. That form of resistance (needing validation from others) is decreasing.
Ryan,
I'm also having the ups and downs you are. With each down, I have greater ups.
Andrew requested that I move from the 18+ section (where I originally posted) to the user section so the masses could see an Alpha journey without the colorful posting of the 18+ section. Really Ryan I'm in the witness protection program and both my name and location have changed. Now that you know that...I'll have to move......aaagain. I have noticed several forum goers, including myself, who are less on the forum. Most of those are using Alpha.
Patti,
Thanks for the suggestion.
