Since past 3 days I have increased the volume of ultrasonic track and Idk what happened I somehow consciously made a decision to "Stop Fapping" it happened after a very long time...I hardly remember when was the last time I took any decision like that.
I was so into this addiction that I thought that I had lost my ability to take decision..I wasn't able to even if I wanted to...I still relapsed but somehow the LOAD was huge..idk what does that mean.
After I relapsed one of my friend messaged me that he was going to get married with 8 months and he showed the the pic of his beloved..It was such a shock for me. He is younger than me and has accomplished so much in life. We both were in same year but I failed twice due to my addiction and he is two years ahead of me. He passed with flying colors and got a Job in MNC and now is getting married.
Idk if the subliminal is showing me all this or not but in past two months I have learned much more about life than in past two years..
I was so into this addiction that I thought that I had lost my ability to take decision..I wasn't able to even if I wanted to...I still relapsed but somehow the LOAD was huge..idk what does that mean.
After I relapsed one of my friend messaged me that he was going to get married with 8 months and he showed the the pic of his beloved..It was such a shock for me. He is younger than me and has accomplished so much in life. We both were in same year but I failed twice due to my addiction and he is two years ahead of me. He passed with flying colors and got a Job in MNC and now is getting married.
Idk if the subliminal is showing me all this or not but in past two months I have learned much more about life than in past two years..
