03-06-2011, 04:16 PM
This whole weekend from Thursday night to yesterday night has been fun. Lots of going out and drinking and chilling at the bars.
I have been giving off some major presence.
My indifference to other people is extremely high. I see them all looking at me and when im feeling good its a great feeling.
When im hanging out with my friends they are always looking to me to make decisions and i do but i also try to let them have a say while im off in my own world.
We received more free drinks from that older gentleman in my wall of text i wrote about Thursday.
I haven't been as playful with women this whole weekend as i usually am but again mostly in my own world they come knocking. I am not trying to get laid by any means as stated earlier in one of my post im all about me.
I was told that im way to confident for the average people in my town to handle. I am not sure about this i just do my own thing. Superstar status as my friend puts it.
Women i do talk to seem to open up to me with out me doing anything. Except for one girl that sat next to me yesterday as i was the only one sitting at the bar. I was trying to sober up. She did the small talk with me but i didn't really flirt or tease. She did go say that she remembered me from when we first met which kind of shocked me most people don't remember me. I remember them just not the other way around.
There is more stuff i could say but its hard for me to remember what exactly changed and grew in strength. I do know that i need to push my self harder out of the comfort zone. no risk no reward
I have been giving off some major presence.
My indifference to other people is extremely high. I see them all looking at me and when im feeling good its a great feeling.
When im hanging out with my friends they are always looking to me to make decisions and i do but i also try to let them have a say while im off in my own world.
We received more free drinks from that older gentleman in my wall of text i wrote about Thursday.
I haven't been as playful with women this whole weekend as i usually am but again mostly in my own world they come knocking. I am not trying to get laid by any means as stated earlier in one of my post im all about me.
I was told that im way to confident for the average people in my town to handle. I am not sure about this i just do my own thing. Superstar status as my friend puts it.
Women i do talk to seem to open up to me with out me doing anything. Except for one girl that sat next to me yesterday as i was the only one sitting at the bar. I was trying to sober up. She did the small talk with me but i didn't really flirt or tease. She did go say that she remembered me from when we first met which kind of shocked me most people don't remember me. I remember them just not the other way around.
There is more stuff i could say but its hard for me to remember what exactly changed and grew in strength. I do know that i need to push my self harder out of the comfort zone. no risk no reward
