I feel numb to everything but kind of calm at the same time. I'm not having a lot of motivation to work as my job seems unrewarding and that I should find a better situation for me. Maybe this is part of becoming an Alpha. Also having a lot of negative thoughts and emotions coming up from the past.
Also, I've been thinking about what being an Alpha actually means. I want to be the intelligent and successful kind not the type hyped up on steroids and always having DCF come to the house. I want to be more of the visonary/eccentric type maybe kind of like Tony Starks from Iron Man lol.
Anyways more thoughts to come. This is only day 7.
Also, I've been thinking about what being an Alpha actually means. I want to be the intelligent and successful kind not the type hyped up on steroids and always having DCF come to the house. I want to be more of the visonary/eccentric type maybe kind of like Tony Starks from Iron Man lol.
Anyways more thoughts to come. This is only day 7.
Sub history approximate total usage in months: ASC 5G -2.5 / EPRHA 5G - 3 / LTU 5G – 9 / AM 5G – 13 / E2 5.5G – 15 / DMSI 5.5G – 4 / LTU 5.5G – 11 / UMS 5.75G – 3 / OF V2 5.75G - 1.5 / E4 5.75G - 9.25 / OF V3 5.75G - Current
