11-01-2015, 09:46 AM
Hey Thanks, templecity. I won't give up and will continue with the subs for as long until I see solid results.
Day 28-
Been awhile. Haven't noticed much changes. Guessing things are normalizing out. I finally talked to the girl that I wanted to for so long. She was really intelligent and we had a good conversation. Haven't talked to her since. Happy I finally talked to her because it was bugging me that I was afraid to do so for so long.
Another woman keeps sending me selfies of herself and we talk sometimes. I don't know how I feel about her though.
Then another woman and I have hooked up. We talked about it and I just wanted to stay friends. It always obvious that she wanted a relationship but I'm not that into her that I would commit like that. We talk sometimes but it isn't as frequent as it was before. We still friendly to each other when we see each other.
Something interesting developed as well between a friend. I was out with my friends and this one female friend of mine started talking to me alot. I find her really cute but she is deeply in love with her boyfriend of 5 years and recently engaged. She was drunk but out of everyone she would just want to talk to me. Other guys would try to pull her away but she just come back to me eventually. Then after around 3am we just stayed outside and star gazed. Since then she constantly messages me, and we message back and forth all day long. We have hung out and seen each other everyday since then. To me I'm getting mixed signals. I think she likes me and at the same time think she doesn't like me. She still talks about her fiance sometimes. It doesn't bother me, I just ignore it but I always wonder why she brings him up alot. Then again she stays up, talking to me and it seems like she always wants to talk to me. I kind have developed feelings for her and I don't like that. I don't know what to do.
Day 28-
Been awhile. Haven't noticed much changes. Guessing things are normalizing out. I finally talked to the girl that I wanted to for so long. She was really intelligent and we had a good conversation. Haven't talked to her since. Happy I finally talked to her because it was bugging me that I was afraid to do so for so long.
Another woman keeps sending me selfies of herself and we talk sometimes. I don't know how I feel about her though.
Then another woman and I have hooked up. We talked about it and I just wanted to stay friends. It always obvious that she wanted a relationship but I'm not that into her that I would commit like that. We talk sometimes but it isn't as frequent as it was before. We still friendly to each other when we see each other.
Something interesting developed as well between a friend. I was out with my friends and this one female friend of mine started talking to me alot. I find her really cute but she is deeply in love with her boyfriend of 5 years and recently engaged. She was drunk but out of everyone she would just want to talk to me. Other guys would try to pull her away but she just come back to me eventually. Then after around 3am we just stayed outside and star gazed. Since then she constantly messages me, and we message back and forth all day long. We have hung out and seen each other everyday since then. To me I'm getting mixed signals. I think she likes me and at the same time think she doesn't like me. She still talks about her fiance sometimes. It doesn't bother me, I just ignore it but I always wonder why she brings him up alot. Then again she stays up, talking to me and it seems like she always wants to talk to me. I kind have developed feelings for her and I don't like that. I don't know what to do.
