03-01-2011, 08:08 AM
Stage 2 week 1
- Tired a lot of the time I just want to veg.
- Started regularly watching TV (Its been a long time since I last watched)
- Lots more unsolicited complements from females.
- More constant use of lower voice. (not yet subconscious)
- More subservient behavior around me (not everyone just more and more).
- More individuals needing to shake my hand.
- Better at communicating why someone's behavior is unacceptable to me.
- More jockeying with my children for dominant roles within the family. Maybe a bit more respect from my Children
- More and more becoming indifferent to what others think about me.
- I'm less and less needing the approval of those who have no influence, meaning, or value to my life short/long term.
- I need not acknowledge my co-workers as they walk past my office.
- Drudging up of old memories that sting when I remember them. I acknowledge that's who I was then but I'm not that person any more nor have I been for a long time. I no longer make the bad decisions I made in my youth. Once I come to terms with that, I literally forget what the memory was (this does not occur with all memories just a few). I tried to remember what was drudged up yesterday and I cannot remember. If I finally do, the memory has little or no sting to it.
- I'm better at knowing what to say and when to say it.
- More and more I'm winning work related differences of opinion. In the past I would not push it. But now when I'm told no I ask why and reiterate my position and the no's are turning into yes.
- I have less and less motivation at work. I decided to switch months between Max memory and Overcome Procrastination 4G. I'll continue to alternate these two subs with each AM stage. (Hopefully Max Memory 4G is out soon).
- More perturbed at stupidity or perceived stupidity around me. Don't try to pull the wool over my eyes. Keep your opinions to yourself and don't try to push your opinion on me. Only my opinion counts.
- Still having cleansing dreams. The dreams are now instructing my mind to cut sections out not just isolated incidents.
- Shannon and Andrew made a cameo in one dream. They came to my house to talk about the subs and the technology. In my dream they were almost as tight lipped about the sub technology as they are in real life (however they did spill a few secrets). OK Shannon/Andrew if you need my expertise you can just send me an email. No need to invade my dreams.
- Slight improvement in mental focus (Not sure if its AM11, Max Memory, or BWE Beta).
Beta
Continue to get regular exposure. Definite improved clarity and focus of mind.
- Tired a lot of the time I just want to veg.
- Started regularly watching TV (Its been a long time since I last watched)
- Lots more unsolicited complements from females.
- More constant use of lower voice. (not yet subconscious)
- More subservient behavior around me (not everyone just more and more).
- More individuals needing to shake my hand.
- Better at communicating why someone's behavior is unacceptable to me.
- More jockeying with my children for dominant roles within the family. Maybe a bit more respect from my Children
- More and more becoming indifferent to what others think about me.
- I'm less and less needing the approval of those who have no influence, meaning, or value to my life short/long term.
- I need not acknowledge my co-workers as they walk past my office.
- Drudging up of old memories that sting when I remember them. I acknowledge that's who I was then but I'm not that person any more nor have I been for a long time. I no longer make the bad decisions I made in my youth. Once I come to terms with that, I literally forget what the memory was (this does not occur with all memories just a few). I tried to remember what was drudged up yesterday and I cannot remember. If I finally do, the memory has little or no sting to it.
- I'm better at knowing what to say and when to say it.
- More and more I'm winning work related differences of opinion. In the past I would not push it. But now when I'm told no I ask why and reiterate my position and the no's are turning into yes.
- I have less and less motivation at work. I decided to switch months between Max memory and Overcome Procrastination 4G. I'll continue to alternate these two subs with each AM stage. (Hopefully Max Memory 4G is out soon).
- More perturbed at stupidity or perceived stupidity around me. Don't try to pull the wool over my eyes. Keep your opinions to yourself and don't try to push your opinion on me. Only my opinion counts.
- Still having cleansing dreams. The dreams are now instructing my mind to cut sections out not just isolated incidents.
- Shannon and Andrew made a cameo in one dream. They came to my house to talk about the subs and the technology. In my dream they were almost as tight lipped about the sub technology as they are in real life (however they did spill a few secrets). OK Shannon/Andrew if you need my expertise you can just send me an email. No need to invade my dreams.
- Slight improvement in mental focus (Not sure if its AM11, Max Memory, or BWE Beta).
Beta
Continue to get regular exposure. Definite improved clarity and focus of mind.
