02-28-2011, 11:10 PM
20 days into stage 5.
It seems this stage has brought up issues deeper then before but only pertaining to certain things. I have noticed a few things. I wont lie it brought up some deep rooted stuff to the extinct of me waking up angry and having to think in a positive thought. this occurred at 4 am last Saturday.
I seem even more able to say what i want with out really caring
I feel more aggressive but controlled
I seem to be talking a lot more as well as flirting or being a general smart A**
A lot more witty
no nervousness at all when talking to women i am interested in
hardly any social anxiety
I seem to have greater presence then previous stages
I also seem to be happier with my self and who i am as a person
theses are most likely all through out the set it just seems to be showing now. It feels like stage five is a push your comfort zone stage. I kept dreaming and having feelings to touch people and push interactions.
Till next update later..
It seems this stage has brought up issues deeper then before but only pertaining to certain things. I have noticed a few things. I wont lie it brought up some deep rooted stuff to the extinct of me waking up angry and having to think in a positive thought. this occurred at 4 am last Saturday.
I seem even more able to say what i want with out really caring
I feel more aggressive but controlled
I seem to be talking a lot more as well as flirting or being a general smart A**
A lot more witty
no nervousness at all when talking to women i am interested in
hardly any social anxiety
I seem to have greater presence then previous stages
I also seem to be happier with my self and who i am as a person
theses are most likely all through out the set it just seems to be showing now. It feels like stage five is a push your comfort zone stage. I kept dreaming and having feelings to touch people and push interactions.
Till next update later..
