10-13-2015, 03:51 PM
Catman thanks for posting. Idk why but I feel so alone in this Subliminal journey.
This sub is working on a deeper level and every relapse feels different. Idk about the streaks anymore weather it is 3 days or 2 days I just don't care. Before starting the sub I was so obsessed with my streak but its now reduced so much..
So I feel as if all this fear which being shown in my dreams are making me grow up from inside. I feel some kind of healing process taking place inside .
When I used to relapse before listening to sub then I would feel so piss and exhausted. But Now its not like that anymore. I still have some energy but not that much..
Also I know this will sound weird but its as if I feel time has slowed down..Its like I think 2 hours would have passed but only 1 hour would have gone by..So much time..
I enjoy this stuff.
Also when I relapse I have a little hard time playing fantasy in my head or anything.
Which makes fapping a chore and somewhat boring..
I know its to soon to say Shannon should add a script in which it say something like....."I avoid fantasizing " or something like that...
30 Days Down.... Time for another 30
This sub is working on a deeper level and every relapse feels different. Idk about the streaks anymore weather it is 3 days or 2 days I just don't care. Before starting the sub I was so obsessed with my streak but its now reduced so much..
So I feel as if all this fear which being shown in my dreams are making me grow up from inside. I feel some kind of healing process taking place inside .
When I used to relapse before listening to sub then I would feel so piss and exhausted. But Now its not like that anymore. I still have some energy but not that much..
Also I know this will sound weird but its as if I feel time has slowed down..Its like I think 2 hours would have passed but only 1 hour would have gone by..So much time..
I enjoy this stuff.
Also when I relapse I have a little hard time playing fantasy in my head or anything.
Which makes fapping a chore and somewhat boring..
I know its to soon to say Shannon should add a script in which it say something like....."I avoid fantasizing " or something like that...
30 Days Down.... Time for another 30
