10-07-2015, 04:31 AM
Day 30:
*Some dreams involving old school friends..nothing else to note
Looked at some job posting related to finance in the music industry and they all bored me and made me feel anxious. Anxiety in that I wouldn't want a boring job like that.There was one job which I applied for back in May (obviously didn't get) that came back on the jobs board but has since gone...I really wanted that job.
To be honest I don't know what I want. I have a focus on finance/accounting in the music industry as that is my previous experience..and kinda want to stay in the music industry. Not sure if this is because it's a cool industry and its impressive to people to say 'I work in....' From reading the sedona book I can say that I have realized just how approval seeking that I am..not just that controlling too. I always want to control or have things happen in a certain way as well as wish certain things would happen.
Right now I'm going to be utilizing geodude's tapping routine to help clear some of the wanting to control/approval/security issues that I have and hope that I'm a lot cleared headed and focused at the end of it.
Forgot to note...I changed my sub use so that it's ultrasonic during the day and masked at night (via headphones)
*Some dreams involving old school friends..nothing else to note
Looked at some job posting related to finance in the music industry and they all bored me and made me feel anxious. Anxiety in that I wouldn't want a boring job like that.There was one job which I applied for back in May (obviously didn't get) that came back on the jobs board but has since gone...I really wanted that job.
To be honest I don't know what I want. I have a focus on finance/accounting in the music industry as that is my previous experience..and kinda want to stay in the music industry. Not sure if this is because it's a cool industry and its impressive to people to say 'I work in....' From reading the sedona book I can say that I have realized just how approval seeking that I am..not just that controlling too. I always want to control or have things happen in a certain way as well as wish certain things would happen.
Right now I'm going to be utilizing geodude's tapping routine to help clear some of the wanting to control/approval/security issues that I have and hope that I'm a lot cleared headed and focused at the end of it.
Forgot to note...I changed my sub use so that it's ultrasonic during the day and masked at night (via headphones)
