02-23-2011, 06:55 PM
What is stage 5 supposed to be doing?
I ask my self this every day after I wake up. I have no idea what is going on in stage 5 all i know is yes i do feel it polishing the edges a bit. At the same time i feel like my old self like a battle is raging for the leader role in my subconscious. The only difference is the old way of thinking is almost dead so its on its last breath. I know I still give off a presence around people but inside i feel weird and insecured on the inside half the time.
I have an idea as to why i feel this way I think its because during the weekends i dress like i feel on the inside like a million bucks but because i work in a saw mill i don't wear some of the stuff to work because i don't want it getting damaged or fading from too much saw dust.
I ask my self this every day after I wake up. I have no idea what is going on in stage 5 all i know is yes i do feel it polishing the edges a bit. At the same time i feel like my old self like a battle is raging for the leader role in my subconscious. The only difference is the old way of thinking is almost dead so its on its last breath. I know I still give off a presence around people but inside i feel weird and insecured on the inside half the time.
I have an idea as to why i feel this way I think its because during the weekends i dress like i feel on the inside like a million bucks but because i work in a saw mill i don't wear some of the stuff to work because i don't want it getting damaged or fading from too much saw dust.
