10-04-2015, 04:30 AM
So after thinking about my speaker setup for a bit, I've realized I don't have the most optimal thing going on. I used to use speakers on both sides of my head, but then I switched to a pillow speaker. It's still stereo, the problem is I'm probably not getting both channels at once because I lay on my side. So I'm switching to earbuds at night which I started doing last night.
But so far results have been there, but not necessarily in a positive way. It was pretty much just a bad dream. But in my dream I was listening to this exact subliminal with the ocean waves. About a minute in, nothing. Just relaxing. But then things got dark real fast. Demonic voices, women screaming like the type in the movies when they are being murdered or something, children laughing, and other stuff I can't even describe. Then I woke up in the middle of night and couldn't shake the feeling that something was going to creep into my room when I had my eyes closed and the next time I opened them would be staring right back at me.
I think the masked ocean subliminal might be a little too startling for sleep because the volume fluctuates in a sort of random pattern which pulls me out of sleep at times so I'm going to try the trickling stream. But I'm hoping that this one night was just a random nightmare and it doesn't become a pattern. I won't stop though, I'd go through months of this type of stuff if it meant freedom in my day to day life. I'm pretty much at rock bottom these days and I've decided that I have to do everything I can to break free.
But so far results have been there, but not necessarily in a positive way. It was pretty much just a bad dream. But in my dream I was listening to this exact subliminal with the ocean waves. About a minute in, nothing. Just relaxing. But then things got dark real fast. Demonic voices, women screaming like the type in the movies when they are being murdered or something, children laughing, and other stuff I can't even describe. Then I woke up in the middle of night and couldn't shake the feeling that something was going to creep into my room when I had my eyes closed and the next time I opened them would be staring right back at me.
I think the masked ocean subliminal might be a little too startling for sleep because the volume fluctuates in a sort of random pattern which pulls me out of sleep at times so I'm going to try the trickling stream. But I'm hoping that this one night was just a random nightmare and it doesn't become a pattern. I won't stop though, I'd go through months of this type of stuff if it meant freedom in my day to day life. I'm pretty much at rock bottom these days and I've decided that I have to do everything I can to break free.
