10-03-2015, 06:50 AM
Day 2:
It was really hard to wake up in the morning. Just felt depressed and wanted to stay in bed. Body ached and my head felt so heavy. Forced myself to get up and then I felt much better.
Day went well too. But I got depressed again! This the reason why. There is this one friend, she is really attractive but I'm obviously in the friendzone and don't bother pursuing her. The whole day she ignored me. She wouldn't reply to my text message in the morning, no reply to the meme I sent her, or wouldn't reply back to my joke I sent her on snapchat. Usually I'm like whatever about it and don't care but this time I was fed up with it. Felt like she hates me and it hurt. It was on my mind for a good portion of the day.
It was really hard to wake up in the morning. Just felt depressed and wanted to stay in bed. Body ached and my head felt so heavy. Forced myself to get up and then I felt much better.
Day went well too. But I got depressed again! This the reason why. There is this one friend, she is really attractive but I'm obviously in the friendzone and don't bother pursuing her. The whole day she ignored me. She wouldn't reply to my text message in the morning, no reply to the meme I sent her, or wouldn't reply back to my joke I sent her on snapchat. Usually I'm like whatever about it and don't care but this time I was fed up with it. Felt like she hates me and it hurt. It was on my mind for a good portion of the day.