09-29-2015, 09:57 PM
Yeah weird things have been happening like I have not done my strength training for about 5 weeks and it has really been getting to me these last few days, I am feeling frustrated and down because I am not achieving anything.
Even at college I have not started my assignments that need to be finished with the next few weeks. I feel ok about that as I will do them at the last minute. But it don't help thinking everyday I should not have chose sciences, just going to college these last few days was an achievement.
Fortunately if I do decide to go uni, It looks like I am not stuck in only being able to do a science related degree, which I personally feel I do not want to do. I am keeping my options open as I got untill December to decide Start applying for degrees.
There are a few peeps in my class that are into there gym and it never really bothered me that I have not been training, I was like 'I don't care'. But it is really bothering me now as I know I could achieve great things and actually surpass them all.
I feel that I have let myself go in all aspects in life and when I see people that are younger then me in my class doing things I used to do and are being at bit cocky (not to me but I sense it), it starts to bug me now.
I think it's Overcome Procrastination, because I feel a frustration, impatience. A monkey on my back nagging at me saying you have not achieved nothing for years! ... Do something about it!!!! You can wipe the floor with these people!
Even at college I have not started my assignments that need to be finished with the next few weeks. I feel ok about that as I will do them at the last minute. But it don't help thinking everyday I should not have chose sciences, just going to college these last few days was an achievement.
Fortunately if I do decide to go uni, It looks like I am not stuck in only being able to do a science related degree, which I personally feel I do not want to do. I am keeping my options open as I got untill December to decide Start applying for degrees.
There are a few peeps in my class that are into there gym and it never really bothered me that I have not been training, I was like 'I don't care'. But it is really bothering me now as I know I could achieve great things and actually surpass them all.
I feel that I have let myself go in all aspects in life and when I see people that are younger then me in my class doing things I used to do and are being at bit cocky (not to me but I sense it), it starts to bug me now.
I think it's Overcome Procrastination, because I feel a frustration, impatience. A monkey on my back nagging at me saying you have not achieved nothing for years! ... Do something about it!!!! You can wipe the floor with these people!
