09-20-2015, 11:22 PM
I just listened to 24 hours of the sub and I just woke this morning after having about a zillion dreams it felt like.
My brain feels pretty heavy, it's ok I won't be doing that again. It's weird though with this sub I don't get ''emotional'' resistance (which is awesome) obviously because it is not directly dealing with any particular emotions, as with the subs that do, my emotions tend to hurt and feel in my chest alot.
With this, one thing that keeps coming up is ''this sub is not productive for me''
It's interesting how each sub gives off a different vibe, I Actually can perceive how I am perceiving the world differently with each diffrent sub. As in my thoughts, emotions, and perceptions of my reality.
I am normally a procrastinator but I am feeling it much more so lately, this is the only thing that is making me reconsider.
My brain feels pretty heavy, it's ok I won't be doing that again. It's weird though with this sub I don't get ''emotional'' resistance (which is awesome) obviously because it is not directly dealing with any particular emotions, as with the subs that do, my emotions tend to hurt and feel in my chest alot.
With this, one thing that keeps coming up is ''this sub is not productive for me''
It's interesting how each sub gives off a different vibe, I Actually can perceive how I am perceiving the world differently with each diffrent sub. As in my thoughts, emotions, and perceptions of my reality.
I am normally a procrastinator but I am feeling it much more so lately, this is the only thing that is making me reconsider.
