02-19-2011, 02:51 AM
Very good to know shannon, Ill keep LM to only an hour or two a day
so recap, been feeling great in the day
biggest difference now from the last update is Im more prone to joke arouund.
Night life is killing me, on one hand I have a lot more fun
on can engage women more easily, on the inside though Im dying
I feel my best is not good enough, ton of neediness coming up,
a ton of jealosy and rage and aggression are back, I feel like Im not really connected to women
even when were totally open together, I just feel like a piece is missing to inside
I have about 10 days left on stage 4 and I feel alot of stuff that has defined my life
Negatively coming. Im also catching myself caring aboth what others think in small ways again.
Some really deep stuff is coming up and I hope stage 4 clears it out
so recap, been feeling great in the day
biggest difference now from the last update is Im more prone to joke arouund.
Night life is killing me, on one hand I have a lot more fun
on can engage women more easily, on the inside though Im dying
I feel my best is not good enough, ton of neediness coming up,
a ton of jealosy and rage and aggression are back, I feel like Im not really connected to women
even when were totally open together, I just feel like a piece is missing to inside
I have about 10 days left on stage 4 and I feel alot of stuff that has defined my life
Negatively coming. Im also catching myself caring aboth what others think in small ways again.
Some really deep stuff is coming up and I hope stage 4 clears it out
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
