AwesomeYoungDude's Alpha Journal

[AwesomeYoungDude]

It happens. Seems to depend on a variety of factors, such as how well you have been feeding your brain with quality foods, how much sleep you get and what quality of rest you get while you are sleeping. I can hardly say that it's helping the memory sub to be used with AM2011, which is actively and seriously using your dreams to drive changes. And why on earth would you wonder if the AM sub was working? You're getting lots of great results.

I'm using Max Memory because of your response.

Shannon, I've been using Max Memory for the last 2 months. I listened to the sub in conjunction with other subs. Max memory was not the primary sub until about two weeks ago at which time it was the primary sub I listened to. Primary meaning that I get 10 hours of exposure. Prior to that I would get around 2 - 3 hours per day.

I just recently started to notice changes which I attributed to the max memory sub.

I've now started AM11. What is your opinion regarding continuing to use max memory as a secondary sub to AM11.

There's no reason you can't do that. Just don't use anything more than those two at a time if you do.

What sort of results have you noticed?

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- I often times wonder if the sub is working. I have an name embedded sub and I wonder if the wrong name was embedded or if somehow the name was pronounced wrong.

....And why on earth would you wonder if the AM sub was working? You're getting lots of great results.

Shannon, let me introduce you to a thing called resistance. haha.

You have the advantage point of knowing what is in the script I don't. You can see the AM11 in my posts. I don't know the source of the changes. I have a very suspicious mind, I doubt everything. How do I know that the changes I've encountered are not just residue from the previous subs. The changes could be auto suggestion. I don't know.

If you see something in my post the points to alpha then point it out. I believe you use the words "more and more" in Alpha but not in the previous subs, in that the words more and more and less and less are now in my mind. These words are new in my mind and I do not know the source.

If Alpha used my dreams to clean out garbage whereas previous subs did not, then that shows Alpha is the source (it working).

Because I see the changes a little at a time (more and more) and not a wow that's a big change its easier for my mind to say its not working. My mind says of course there are changes, but that's not from AM11 its from something else.

It would be helpful for me to have a response that said, "I see specifics in your posts from the alpha" or "when you mentioned X in your post it shows that AM11 is working because that is new or more emphasized in AM11."

My mind is playing tricks on me, trying to get me to stop. I've seen this theme from other posts where they had urges to stop listening with thoughts of what if its a waste of time, its not working, or yes yes Shannon is just a government program created to brainwash the masses in order to take over the world and Andrew and Jackie are just codewords........

Wow that was a release. [big inhale], [hold it]..........[slow cleansing release].......

Ok....so should I suspend Max Memory until after AM11? I've come to the determination that memory is at the root of my lingering procrastination problems. Procrastination I think is tied to my self esteem. I'm concerned that self confidence diminishes in direct relationship to procrastination.