05-10-2010, 05:41 PM
Today I'm still feeling confident however I've noticed something. I'm happy. All day. That's how it's been for me. This is how I remember feeling almost everyday BEFORE things started going wrong. I should also note that I listen to this subliminal for about 2 or 3 extra hours normally. Not sure how this helps, but it does seem to work.
Another thing I did today was wear some A314 and some Instant Shine (mood booster) and even though I washed them off before I went to work I still felt quite relaxed and cheerful.
Speaking of work, I had to do something new today. I had to change the price on the gas sign. Now, what this requires is that I have to grab a stool, and climb up and change the uppermost price tag. No, it's not 30 feet in the air, but if you fall, it will hurt.
This was something new, and normally I hate being out by the road because I feel like people are watching me but today I just brushed it off like nothing.
I also did some deep thinking today, and started thinking about some of my past relationships and why they didn't work out. Normally, this is a KILLER for me, and I usually feel like shit afterward but I actually acknowledged that I could have done better and will correct it later. That was that. No feelings of guilt, no sense of anxiety. Nothing. And I actually started LAUGHING again.
Looking back on this day I think that using A314 and Instant Shine in conjuction with this subliminal is helping me make substantial progress. I know this subliminal isn't meant for getting over past relationships, or overcoming social anxiety, but it seems that this sub is actually helping me in those areas (along with pheros).
Another thing I did today was wear some A314 and some Instant Shine (mood booster) and even though I washed them off before I went to work I still felt quite relaxed and cheerful.
Speaking of work, I had to do something new today. I had to change the price on the gas sign. Now, what this requires is that I have to grab a stool, and climb up and change the uppermost price tag. No, it's not 30 feet in the air, but if you fall, it will hurt.
This was something new, and normally I hate being out by the road because I feel like people are watching me but today I just brushed it off like nothing.I also did some deep thinking today, and started thinking about some of my past relationships and why they didn't work out. Normally, this is a KILLER for me, and I usually feel like shit afterward but I actually acknowledged that I could have done better and will correct it later. That was that. No feelings of guilt, no sense of anxiety. Nothing. And I actually started LAUGHING again.
Looking back on this day I think that using A314 and Instant Shine in conjuction with this subliminal is helping me make substantial progress. I know this subliminal isn't meant for getting over past relationships, or overcoming social anxiety, but it seems that this sub is actually helping me in those areas (along with pheros).
