08-22-2015, 10:36 PM
Just want add this dream to my journal because it is was very awesome but strange and made me feel weird when I woke up.
I had a dream I was out taking my car to be serviced and I bumped into one of my first proper girlfriends (back when I was 15/16) and she was really into me and I had all these butterfly feelings all over again about her and she was saying she will come and see me tomorrow and it felt so good, and I felt so much relief that I have seen her again it felt amazing that we was going meet again. I just woke up and I actually feel pretty sad that it was not real, I mean I feel like my dream was messing with me.
I even started thinking of messaging her on facebook! That's how much it has got me. I have not seen her in person in 11 years but I did speak to her on Facebook last year as I was in Peru and one of the Sharman ladies recommend I sent a message and I did and I expressed my apologies about certain things of when we was together and I expressed my appreciation for the time that I had with her.
She never messages back untill a month and a half later and she said "I am surprised you remembered all that" .... and we exchanged a few messages. I kept my distance in the messages so it did not come across as if I sent the letter to get back with her. So after a few messages I just said I am glad you are all ok and she said the same back and I left it at that.
That was 1 year ago and it seems she was traveling a bit and I pretty sure she had a boyfriend.
I just don't know what my dream is trying to tell me, it felt so real and it felt like my dream gave me what I genuinely want. I know this might seem like a normal dream but it was not, it has made me feEl really weird and I actually feel I want to message her!
Thoughts anyone?
I had a dream I was out taking my car to be serviced and I bumped into one of my first proper girlfriends (back when I was 15/16) and she was really into me and I had all these butterfly feelings all over again about her and she was saying she will come and see me tomorrow and it felt so good, and I felt so much relief that I have seen her again it felt amazing that we was going meet again. I just woke up and I actually feel pretty sad that it was not real, I mean I feel like my dream was messing with me.
I even started thinking of messaging her on facebook! That's how much it has got me. I have not seen her in person in 11 years but I did speak to her on Facebook last year as I was in Peru and one of the Sharman ladies recommend I sent a message and I did and I expressed my apologies about certain things of when we was together and I expressed my appreciation for the time that I had with her.
She never messages back untill a month and a half later and she said "I am surprised you remembered all that" .... and we exchanged a few messages. I kept my distance in the messages so it did not come across as if I sent the letter to get back with her. So after a few messages I just said I am glad you are all ok and she said the same back and I left it at that.
That was 1 year ago and it seems she was traveling a bit and I pretty sure she had a boyfriend.
I just don't know what my dream is trying to tell me, it felt so real and it felt like my dream gave me what I genuinely want. I know this might seem like a normal dream but it was not, it has made me feEl really weird and I actually feel I want to message her!
Thoughts anyone?
