08-12-2015, 10:06 AM
Yep, well I pushing to finish AM6. I have started subs before, and always felt victim to doing another. I actually had great success when I used AOS and BIATW but I just felt off it. But this was like 3 years ago.
So far I am 10 days in now. Only so far new report is I went clubbing with a mate on Sat and had a fairly good night. Firstly I noticed I wasn't really concerned with what was going around me. Me and him were just dancing having fun. I did have an encounter with an girl, I think she was Spanish. She just came from nowhere started dancing with us and was crazy smiling. I danced with her, we did some crazy moves and a bit of salsa with was cool. The song finished she went back to her friends but came back later. I got the feeling afterwards she wanted me to pull the trigger and make a proper move. I would say 50/50 on me not doing it and also not really being bothered. Anyway we partied till like 6am so was knackered all of Sunday.
This week has not started so well. The almost undeniable joy I was having and being in constant good mood. Couple of times I have felt like my emotions getting better of me, getting frustrated with other people. On the other hand I felt myself being able to conversate with some of my colleagues better. Like I was not thinking about what to say next or shall I mention this. A few times I have even noticed people trying extend the conversations. Either asking me random stuff. A senior guy yesterday was even asking me where he should go dinner that evening.
All in all I am still enjoying it. Perhaps I feel the roller caster ride of emotion coming, but the 10 days have gone so quick. I am just taking each week in small chunks.
Thanks for reading
So far I am 10 days in now. Only so far new report is I went clubbing with a mate on Sat and had a fairly good night. Firstly I noticed I wasn't really concerned with what was going around me. Me and him were just dancing having fun. I did have an encounter with an girl, I think she was Spanish. She just came from nowhere started dancing with us and was crazy smiling. I danced with her, we did some crazy moves and a bit of salsa with was cool. The song finished she went back to her friends but came back later. I got the feeling afterwards she wanted me to pull the trigger and make a proper move. I would say 50/50 on me not doing it and also not really being bothered. Anyway we partied till like 6am so was knackered all of Sunday.
This week has not started so well. The almost undeniable joy I was having and being in constant good mood. Couple of times I have felt like my emotions getting better of me, getting frustrated with other people. On the other hand I felt myself being able to conversate with some of my colleagues better. Like I was not thinking about what to say next or shall I mention this. A few times I have even noticed people trying extend the conversations. Either asking me random stuff. A senior guy yesterday was even asking me where he should go dinner that evening.
All in all I am still enjoying it. Perhaps I feel the roller caster ride of emotion coming, but the 10 days have gone so quick. I am just taking each week in small chunks.
Thanks for reading
