02-12-2011, 03:50 PM
After talking to my mom and dad about my "Friends" I really am getting tired of there antics and always wanting to go to the strip club and getting drunk every weekend. I Can't justify doing it anymore. I think the reason i kept doing it was because they were my first friends outside of high school and have helped me do a lot of stuff to over come my many problems i had as an antisocial person i used to be. I am afraid to let them go but I have come to the realization that as i grow they are not. As i better my self for me they are not doing the same for themselves. This perverted hi jinks of drinking and paying money to see naked chicks is not the life style i want. I feel so low when i do that as a person.
Time is coming for a new start and a change of other things that don't live up to my standard. I thought it was just the type of women i wanted that changed. Now i see its everything in your life that needs to change to match how you perceive the world.
I will leave the post before this one up for a reminder of a life i don't want, the friends who are not up to scale and motivation to break free of this old perception.
Time is coming for a new start and a change of other things that don't live up to my standard. I thought it was just the type of women i wanted that changed. Now i see its everything in your life that needs to change to match how you perceive the world.
I will leave the post before this one up for a reminder of a life i don't want, the friends who are not up to scale and motivation to break free of this old perception.
