07-17-2015, 11:26 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-17-2015, 11:30 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 92:
I'm almost done 96 days (32Days*3).
Here is the obvious thing I noticed on my behavior:
-My body language has changed in a more stronger type, most of the time I move in a way that is very raw. And even more surprising is that I don't care anymore at all. I do notice the change but I don't care at all. I had to force myself to report yet I know it is import but it seems very natural to me unlike the first time I did AM5. One girl I met through my journey told me I looked like someone in a western movie due to the way I was standing holding my belt. She was very impress and certainly would have try something with me if I wasn't already with her best friend (she actually did later). Also keep in mind that I use pheromone every time I go out (Bad Wolf).
-I act more confident in social situation yet like the first point it's very natural to me and I don't see it as some new stuff due to that fact. But I'm sure I have improved in that area obviously
-Most of the time I'm more happy than usual even alone, I'm more carefree and I don't get bothered easily even when my life is upside down. Though I do lose my motivation from time to time and I think it's due to my resistance each time a new step is coming.
Less noticeable stuff:
-Motivation to find my own way to life, enjoying my work, eating healthy, learning to cook new recipe, learning aromatherapy, perfumery, scent, listening to joyful music. Meditating daily and refuse to watch movies, series or everything that would make me avoid my fear about living my life. So some days I didn't do anything but think about what I could do to improve myself or finding new way to enjoy this life.
- There is still lot of stuff that need to be done and I'm struggling with. But it's getting better each day.
I think I will do another month and then move back to another AM6 run. For the guys who want to know more details about my journey you should read my journal on pheromone.forum
I'm almost done 96 days (32Days*3).
Here is the obvious thing I noticed on my behavior:
-My body language has changed in a more stronger type, most of the time I move in a way that is very raw. And even more surprising is that I don't care anymore at all. I do notice the change but I don't care at all. I had to force myself to report yet I know it is import but it seems very natural to me unlike the first time I did AM5. One girl I met through my journey told me I looked like someone in a western movie due to the way I was standing holding my belt. She was very impress and certainly would have try something with me if I wasn't already with her best friend (she actually did later). Also keep in mind that I use pheromone every time I go out (Bad Wolf).
-I act more confident in social situation yet like the first point it's very natural to me and I don't see it as some new stuff due to that fact. But I'm sure I have improved in that area obviously
-Most of the time I'm more happy than usual even alone, I'm more carefree and I don't get bothered easily even when my life is upside down. Though I do lose my motivation from time to time and I think it's due to my resistance each time a new step is coming.
Less noticeable stuff:
-Motivation to find my own way to life, enjoying my work, eating healthy, learning to cook new recipe, learning aromatherapy, perfumery, scent, listening to joyful music. Meditating daily and refuse to watch movies, series or everything that would make me avoid my fear about living my life. So some days I didn't do anything but think about what I could do to improve myself or finding new way to enjoy this life.
- There is still lot of stuff that need to be done and I'm struggling with. But it's getting better each day.
I think I will do another month and then move back to another AM6 run. For the guys who want to know more details about my journey you should read my journal on pheromone.forum
