07-11-2015, 04:58 PM
(07-09-2015, 07:01 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Yeah I feel you dude. Been like that for me lately too. I was laying in bed last night thinking "it's so easy to just give up and die, there's literally nothing to look forward to when I can't figure out how to get there". It's like my desires exceed my ability to attain them.
But hey, you're 24 and have your own house? That's a major plus dude! Wish I had that money myself.
Hopefully it's just a stage. I've realized that this kind of stuff always seems way worse in the moment, then little by little I can chip away at it. Anyway, good to know I'm not the only one. Feelings like this can make me feel so isolated from everyone else around me. And I'm a firm believer in acknowledging the darker thoughts, even if most people see them as "negative". It's the first step to changing them anyway, too many people live in ignorance.
I wish I had my own house, when I said my house I meant the house I grew up in. I'm still living at home unfortunately. I'm working on getting my own place, but it hasn't been smooth sailing.
