02-05-2011, 02:04 AM
(02-04-2011, 07:43 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: I will let def let u know...
I think I have to drop this supp, it makes me an animal in the gym
but an animal outside as well lol
today was the first rough patch in a while
just feelin kind of depressive and needy, the last gunk coming out lol
My friends gf is visiting and its really annoying for me to see them together, kind of jealous, its weird
cause this kind of stuff never bothers me, Im just really wanna relationship again plus with the neediness coming up
its kind of weird, besides this and the begining stage 4 has been great, I've been getting out a lot more and
being fearless, puahing my life foward and pulling my act together alot, plus I feel relaxed and confident, until
today...it will pass
Time to reframe that belief that having a girlfriend wll somehow make your life better. Imagine how jaded you would be if beautiful women threw themselves at you constantly and were consistently trying to get you to be their boyfriend. At that point it would actually be somewhat annoying and you would qualify the hell out of girls. Maybe that will help.
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