06-30-2015, 03:29 AM
haha yeah I think it's the abundance mentality. They probably get at least a dozen messages a day, and so they literally don't need to put too much effort in. The girl I was referring to messaged me back and asked nothing about me. Basically a nice statement with absolutely no hook. She then replied and asked me how my day was lol. I'll give her another chance.
I sometimes get girls who reply back with no question or anything. I usually reply but I know they're message is because mine made them feel good, and they want to acknowledge that but aren't interested.
I've decided to focus on my weight a bit more. As in gaining. I'm a little underweight, not interested in hitting up the gym. Currently shifting some stuff in my 'diet'. I don't like cooking for one, and am trying to save money, lots of money. Been eating peanut butter sandwiches for lunch and dinner for a couple of months. Every second night I will have an Aldi 2-minute meal. Most of them taste amazing, only $3 and about 650 calories. A bowl of veggies with some sauce at least 4-5 nights a week. I've got this cool app that actually tells me roughly how much weight I'll lose or gain based on how many calories under/over my daily goal I am, plus it can scan most barcodes.
Decided to change my style back. Well hair style. I like wearing a nice blazer but I had long hair which unfortunately, long hair in my family is prone to get greasy. So today off with the hair, back to short and spiky. I think it actually suits me, although I like it with a little bit of length, just enough to rough it up with some gel. Funny thing, as soon as I got my hair cut I felt really alpha, like really powerful. When I looked in the mirror it actually fel like when you look at a very alpha guy in a movie. I've had this look before and never felt like that.
Something definitely feels like it's shifting. I feel like I'm developing this 'I don't give a shit' attitude. In a good way. Is this something you guys experienced in the subs? Or maybe it's to do with the choice stuff I created.
Oh, I did have something really weird happen today. It could be my imagination though. Has anyone seen the movie Inception? I watched the first hour last night and was really taken by the idea of all the people in the dream turning on someone or something that changes the dream. Anyway, that could be why I felt this way. But today when I was getting my hair cut it literally seemed like everyone was walking in front of me. I'd be walking and someone would seemingly veer in front of me. One guy in front of me walking same direction suddenly moves in front of me but there was nothing for him to avoid. It was only 3pm not like a lunch rush or anything. 25 minutes later after my hair cut nothing happened. Can the subconscious literally be afraid, or sense, a defining moment? Maybe that was why I felt so powerful when I looked in the mirror. I'd forgotten all about that incident until just now.
I think a couple of women glanced at me today. Oh, I do recall one youngish girl gave me a strange look when I glanced at her and held it. I wasn't really fazed, but also felt god about it, strangely enough. I couldn't put my finger on why I felt good about a not-so-good response but as I was typing I think I caught the edge of it. It's like I'd rather live my life, and upset one or two people along the way, than let life lead me.
Also, I don't know if it's my subconscious trying to cling on to its last bit of control, but this thought pops into my head, more of a question. Are women attracted to the powerful man, or are they attracted to a man who is powerful but also soft? When I see couples I don't often see powerful alpha males, yet for the most part a lot of relationships are strong.
It definitely feels like I'm on the right path with the subs and the choice stuff I'm doing.
I sometimes get girls who reply back with no question or anything. I usually reply but I know they're message is because mine made them feel good, and they want to acknowledge that but aren't interested.
I've decided to focus on my weight a bit more. As in gaining. I'm a little underweight, not interested in hitting up the gym. Currently shifting some stuff in my 'diet'. I don't like cooking for one, and am trying to save money, lots of money. Been eating peanut butter sandwiches for lunch and dinner for a couple of months. Every second night I will have an Aldi 2-minute meal. Most of them taste amazing, only $3 and about 650 calories. A bowl of veggies with some sauce at least 4-5 nights a week. I've got this cool app that actually tells me roughly how much weight I'll lose or gain based on how many calories under/over my daily goal I am, plus it can scan most barcodes.
Decided to change my style back. Well hair style. I like wearing a nice blazer but I had long hair which unfortunately, long hair in my family is prone to get greasy. So today off with the hair, back to short and spiky. I think it actually suits me, although I like it with a little bit of length, just enough to rough it up with some gel. Funny thing, as soon as I got my hair cut I felt really alpha, like really powerful. When I looked in the mirror it actually fel like when you look at a very alpha guy in a movie. I've had this look before and never felt like that.
Something definitely feels like it's shifting. I feel like I'm developing this 'I don't give a shit' attitude. In a good way. Is this something you guys experienced in the subs? Or maybe it's to do with the choice stuff I created.
Oh, I did have something really weird happen today. It could be my imagination though. Has anyone seen the movie Inception? I watched the first hour last night and was really taken by the idea of all the people in the dream turning on someone or something that changes the dream. Anyway, that could be why I felt this way. But today when I was getting my hair cut it literally seemed like everyone was walking in front of me. I'd be walking and someone would seemingly veer in front of me. One guy in front of me walking same direction suddenly moves in front of me but there was nothing for him to avoid. It was only 3pm not like a lunch rush or anything. 25 minutes later after my hair cut nothing happened. Can the subconscious literally be afraid, or sense, a defining moment? Maybe that was why I felt so powerful when I looked in the mirror. I'd forgotten all about that incident until just now.
I think a couple of women glanced at me today. Oh, I do recall one youngish girl gave me a strange look when I glanced at her and held it. I wasn't really fazed, but also felt god about it, strangely enough. I couldn't put my finger on why I felt good about a not-so-good response but as I was typing I think I caught the edge of it. It's like I'd rather live my life, and upset one or two people along the way, than let life lead me.
Also, I don't know if it's my subconscious trying to cling on to its last bit of control, but this thought pops into my head, more of a question. Are women attracted to the powerful man, or are they attracted to a man who is powerful but also soft? When I see couples I don't often see powerful alpha males, yet for the most part a lot of relationships are strong.
It definitely feels like I'm on the right path with the subs and the choice stuff I'm doing.
